Still..

A couple of years have passed,life has come and gone..
Regrets are for those who never value their pasts & the lessons learned from them,or so I'm told..
But you still linger on,sheltered by the dank, dark recesses of my mind..Like an elusive ray of hope waiting to burst forth,which i know is nothing but an illusion..
Still, it's all I have to keep driving me on..

Stuck in the past, history is all I have in me..
Desperately trying to move on, I create dreams & stepping stones..To mend a heart so easily broken by that curse of love..as demons and monsters come my way,i gather my strength and shut them out..and soon i find myself heading for the right path..

But after all this time steeling myself..
I find that I still cant let you go..
And when the time comes,where or when I see you again..
I have to be content to gaze at you, from a distance..
As it hurts within from the memory of what we have been..
Tears may mix with the callouses on my worn face..
Still, its the only pleasure I know..